Selasa, 10 November 2020
Minggu, 01 November 2020
We always have that kind of mixed feelings about each other, I'm sure about it.
We won't always get along, I don't even know if we're still get along. I decided to stay away to give both of us time to heal.
But one thing that never change, I always have something related to her to be thankful for. Back then, I was thankful for the honest answers for my questions and the plain truth. Lately, it's for her recommendation of coffee beans. I'm officially a coffee drinker now and I thank you for that, lady.
Life sucks for women like us, but I hope you will always stand tall and tell it to fuck off.
Jumat, 30 Oktober 2020
Today I mumbled Vertical Horizon's Everything You Want over and over. Over and over. But the lyrics was altered.
He's everything I want, he's everything I need, he's everything inside of me that I wish I could be.
He said all the right things and exactly the right time.
But he means nothing to me and I don't know why.
I guess I'm just troubled, too complicated to appreciate your simplicity. All I know is broken things, the lips that I kissed were painted with lies, your pure soul is alien to me. So believe me when I say you're too good for me. I just don't know how to love anything that's not colored in black :)
Selasa, 22 September 2020
Dump, throw away toxic people from your life.
They add nothing to your happiness or peace of mind.
Let them close because you have no morr feelings at all? That's a bullshit. You lie to yourself and in the process of hurting yporself further.
They were called toxic for a reason, you know 😁
Selasa, 15 September 2020
Kamis, 13 Agustus 2020
Wake up in the morning with light heart, no heavy stone in my chest.
For the first time, I expect nothing from you. I was hoping you could change, treat me better, treat your current partner right, apologize to each of us sincerely, etc.
But now I accept the fact that you're you, a cheater, liar, coward, narcissist, childish poser, and probably will never change. It's not my job for putting you in my prayer every night. I'll let you make another mistake after mistake and never learn your lesson.
For the first time, I can honestly say I don't really care. Hahah. I'll see what I feel tomorrow and the days after. Hopefully, it's permanent. Because it's really liberating and I'm happy.
Today I'm thinking of you as another Nobel in my life. A-good for nothing-laughable ex. No anger, no longing. Not even annoyed anymore.
Naranobel Putra Bijaksana, Fandy Diadline Widi Anugrah. Laughable exes.