Jumat, 07 Agustus 2020

I'm not willing to share, so I go

I'm not willing to share you with her, with that girl, with that woman, with any other woman. I don't know how much you got on your hand right now. So I go.

I won't be another back door to entertain you. I'm not a plaything. They're not playthings, too. We have feelings. At least, find someone like you. Who play with hearts as if it was nothing. Why play with people who love you genuinely?

Are you a human being? Or do you think the world revolves around you and only you?

Kangen

Kangen sekali, tapi biar begini saja. Ada kamu pun aku tetap kesepian. Ada kamu pun aku tetap menangis sendirian.

Kamu tak pernah peduli. Kamu hanya menginginkanku di saat aku membuatmu senang. Saat aku sedih, kamu pun berpaling ke yang lain.

Bahkan sepertinya setiap saat selalu ada yang lain. Aku cuma satu di antara sekian banyak. Jadi buat apa kuturuti rindu ini?

Biar mati sekalian.

Minggu, 02 Agustus 2020

Will You Hurt Her, Too?

Will you hurt her, too? Just like you hurt me, Agnes, Sofie, Iin, Redha, Giesta, Ayu, Windy, Mida and many more that I don't know.

Some of us were hurt at the same time. I wish I can stop anyone from being hurt by you. But nobody will listen as long as they love you. I never listen. We never listen, always ignoring the signs, ignoring the red flag, cause we're blinded. Cause we love you too much.

I bet she won't listen, too, until it's too late.

Our Bridge Has Burned Down

Our bridge has burned down, cause I caught you lie again.
Again and again.

Minggu, 19 Juli 2020

New Sadness

Lelah aku dengan kesedihan baru yang terus-menerus datang dan masih akan datang lagi. Yang lama pun belum berhasil kubunuh. Sampai kapan?