Senin, 22 Maret 2021

Not a Fighter

I don't feel like a fighter right now.
More like a loser defeated 30 times over.
Just because I'm fat 😂

See, being someone insecure who gained confidence from looks all your life are dangerous, because when you lose that beauty, you lose everything. And who doesn't get old, wrinkly, put on some weight over time? None.

Whatever, let's work that ass again tomorrow. At least having healthy body will keep you sane. Let's try a little more and be patient for the weight loss.

Rabu, 17 Maret 2021

Whom I Love The Most

Most of the time, people you love the most are the ones who test your patience the most.

People who grow up with you, people who raise you for decades are the ones who's capable of pushing the buttons 😂

For people who throws your anger easily, everywhere, everytime, oh yes it's good not to let negative emotions stay inside you for too long. Bur realize this, you hurt people around you in the process. There are people who don't show their emotions often, but it doesn't mean they don't get affected by your random anger. You put them through hell daily. You put us in hell everyday. You put me to hell.

And when we finally explode, you said, "What's wrong with you?"

No, what the hell is wrong with you? What do you think will happen when people like us fed up with your daily fights? What do you think will happen if a pipe is filled with too many dirts for so long? It's cracked.

Sometimes we just can't take it anymore. Why not learn to think first before throwing tantrums and badmouthing randomly? How about trying to understand other people's feeling sometimes?